HOW BEING IN THE SENIOR YEAR FEELS LIKE

GRADE 12 IS NOT ON THE WAY ANYMORE—IT’S IN HERE! :)

(ini bakal panjang but I assure you this is going to be so relatable even if you’re not a senior yet)

Sebulan enggak nulis (nulis yang berbau curhat rada formal, not only referring to prose) dan tiba-tiba tergerak untuk nulis dan to emphasize, berhasil terealisasi sekarang, does feel so good. Like wandering away with mind lost along the way then finally coming back home, welcomed by warm kisses.

Mungkin terkesan berlebihan but there are some things that’s so involved with you that it’s not ‘some things’ anymore; it gradually creates bond with you. Malah bukan cuma ikatan, pada akhirnya, it becomes you.

Untukku sendiri, writing is not just a hobby. It’s more of an escape, pouring out all my feelings without fear. Meledakkan seluruhnya, apalagi kalau terlalu banyak yang dirasakan.

Changes

Wowowooooo it's almost Lebaran! Unexpected, yeah, because I thought it needs a few weeks to go there but in fact it only takes FEW days!
few days.

Yeah as we know, time always runs so damn fast, and make me feel like oh great well are you sure?! Hahaha okay ignore it--"
All the same, I feel different in this Ramadan. I feel I'm a better person now (even though I still meet some obstacles to control my own emotion wahahahaaaa). I often hear people said devils are locked on Ramadan umm maybe that's the reason (why I can be better wkwkwk)