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Kamis, 26 Juni 2014


Waktu mendengar kata itu, pikiranku langsung tertuju pada perpisahan, sekolah lama, teman-teman, dan tangisan...
... serta pelukan-pelukan hangat yang masih membekas.

Yeah, lagi-lagi aku bercerita tentang perpisahan. Kesedihan, kehilangan, kepergian, lagi, lagi, dan lagi. Tapi kali ini yang jadi fokus utamaku bukan itu. Melainkan, kebahagiaan di dalam perpisahan itu sendiri.

Believe or not, there was a little happiness.

Intro dulu ya. Hehe. (jadi yang di atas itu apaan...)
I got a nice song. Well, okay, I admit, I only knew the lyrics of the song. (great, idk the melodies of the song, at all) The title is... Graduation!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

I thought so when I was still on primary school. I thought I would always together with my best friends, I thought we were forever, I thought you would always at my side, I thought ... ah, I thought we would studied at primary school until forever and, I, I thought you guys would always be mine.

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

And suddenly the graduation day came.

"Graduation? Oh. So what?" That was my thought at that time. I didn't care anymore. I know I would get the better year at junior high school.

And I went to school, I saw my classmates sat close together. I joined them and took much-much-much photos. Perhaps the last photos. I didn't cry, believe me, I didn't cry at all. Because I knew I would get the better year(s).

So the farewell party was being started. I and my classmates were babbling and laughing together, making fun of each other (kidding only), and doing everything that we should did.

But I realized, after these all, there will no more hanging out together again, no more laughing together again, no more crying together again, no more... no more.
The half of my heart was falling apart slowly.

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And we started singing "Terima Kasihku" for all of the teachers. Oh my... I saw my friends that sang in front of us were crying. No, Ninda, you weren't allowed to cry. You are strong, you are strong. You are strong.

But I was strong. Tears just fell from my eyes. I cried, I cried. I hugged my friends. I asked an apology to them. I regretted, oh God, why I didn't respect every little thing today? Who knows if this is the last day we could be together? Why?

We were crying, we were weeping.

And now I am remembering that pain. Hurting me... so much.... I am still loving them. They were the part of my life and will always in my mind.

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

We've passed five remarkable years with much pain, happiness, smiles, tears, laugh, and weeps.
Five years.

Now you are somewhere I don't know. I know you are happy with your own life, I see your tweets and statuses. You get another good friends, you get another funny friends, you get everything which better than our old class, right?

But don't forget if we were one, actually we are one.
We are one.

Dear Class, where are you now?
Have you forgot our old memories?

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule?

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when we leave this town?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Class, keep noticing me!
I'll be flying high and finding you are one by one!


So where is the happiness?

Kalau waktu itu aku enggak berpisah dengan teman-teman SD, aku enggak akan masuk ke kelas ajaib di SMP ini. It's impossible to find freak friends like them, kalau aku enggak merasakan perpisahan waktu itu.


Dulu aku sempet ngerasa takut waktu mau masuk SMP, tapi alhamdulillah, everything is going to be alright.

Untuk adik kelas yang mau masuk SMP, tenang, you will find the better happiness. Untuk yang kelasnya bakal dirolling, kita senasib, but never mind, God knows what's best. Untuk yang kelasnya enggak diubah alias tetap begitu saja, bersyukurlah, kamu akan tahu betapa berharganya itu ketika perpisahan nanti.

Salam semangat!

4 komentar:

  1. kerennnn blog kamu ninda :) aku aja bingung ni masalah blog (Untsa)

    1. hehehe terima kasih yaa Untsa! :) apa yang bingung? malahan menurutku blogspot itu gampang banget soalnya tinggal klik klik aja langsung muncul hahaha(?) *maksudnyaapa


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